Father, you know what is heavy on my heart right now – well, you know them both. I know I am not ready for another fight. I will crumble if that is what lies ahead. I will crumble swiftly, as few understand how physically difficult existence is at the moment. I pray you’ll take the pain away. My body is not functioning, please heal it totally. I can only hope that the constant pain is my body healing, bones regrowing, weaknesses strengthening.
If this heaviness has merit, the second heaviness doesn’t matter anyway.
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